Day 64

I cannot control the tears. Keiceeh has been moving around and she has been showing that she is alive. I imagine you talking to her, making fun of her, telling her you love her. I know you will be so excited to see and feel what I feel right now. I so miss you it hurts... And now, suddenly your aunt and mom messaged me. I am not comfortable with them especially with what they let me feel. I dont think i will be able to withstand them. I know i gave up, but i am not that stupid to still show that I am okay. I miss you so much.