Day 46

I really don't know right now. When I went in our car, I realize something. It made me realize that whatever earthly possession that you had, it will not cover the fact that you are not there anymore. I realized that to further give me peace of mind, i am willing to give up all the fight. Whatever they decide with your stuff, I'll give the decision to them. But when the time that Keiceeh comes, they should not expect that I will approach them for support. All i am asking for right now with you is for you to guide me and to help me out. I know I can do it without their help. I have been a strong woman since, but please give me more strength to be able to go day after day without you by my side. I will always tell our story to your daughter for she has the right to know. You will not be kept a secret. I will always be proud that you are the father of my daughter.