Day 79

It still hurts bhe... I printed some of our photos last night and it reminded me on how happy you have always been. I miss you and your smile, your jokes, your punch lines... I miss everything about you. It is just so sad that this has happened. I miss having you around, making me feel secure and safe. I miss talking to you and the things that we share. I miss it when i have problems and you are just there. I hope that whatever problems I am encountering right now, I hope that you will be there to guide me. I miss you and I will always love you no matter what. I may be showing that I am fine, but I am not. I just miss you so much.